Tourist

Graduated from college did not take long, I would love for three years, and Lin married, after marriage he had been satisfied to stay in Changchun, development, and on the help of friends go to Shanghai. Work hard for a few years, there is no imaginary good, but do not want to return to Changchun, and no way, I had to resign and go alone to Shanghai with him their fortunes.

Such a choice in someone else's eyes are blind, there's no way, in order to love, I have only to do so. To Shanghai in the next month, I began the difficult process of looking for work, the huge Shanghai, as we are the same as undergraduates everywhere. I see myself packing again and again, finally found a copy of the company clerk's work. Salaries also can be, for me, has a Hen Zhizu.

To work for two weeks, and I suddenly felt all day doing nothing. No one tells me what to do, I just kept the company leadership to participate in the meeting, doing may or may not have records of the meetings, and those who do not are endless veterans attended the reception. That the high charge of our name manager, has been using a very strange eyes looked at me, I feel very uncomfortable.

In a huge company, I feel like an extra person can be busy all day with other employees, for my leisure and idleness, neither ignored nor curious, but the name of greeting each other lightly. Fortunately, people have made a good salary for me to support. I put my doubts and Lin said he was comforting me and will get better gradually, and Shanghai, local, human indifference, the relationship between reality, and so I wait too long, they will naturally find their own locations.

Finally, I came to the company's first three months, I was specifically appointed as a high manager's secretary. All the people were in an ambiguous response of eyes looked at me, I do not understand very happy on the inside. In one afternoon, high manager called me into office, I assigned a task - and travel with him.

I go home at night and her husband about this matter, her husband asked vigilant to the nature of your work, the manager let you travel do? I've temporarily speechless. Yes ah, to my job, there should be no travel opportunities. But I still argue Road, newcomers can and managers travel, which is more than a good chance you are still here like 3 to 4 in! Husband quickly explained that I am just worried that a lot of things you do not understand, especially for veterans such as your middle-aged men, to beware of ... ah ...

Asked about her husband, if I did not always listen to how many think he is totally unjustified. He is obviously not worry me!

The next day, the driver of high managers come pick me, we went to Shenzhen and an important client to talk about the second half of the business contract. Clear tasks, and my mind free from anxiety more. Got off the plane, we are placed in a very luxurious hotel stay there, obviously, high-managers often come here. Just settle down, and his phone rang constantly. Putting down the telephone, he said to me: "Xiao Li ah, today, I lead you to an eye-opener, insights about Shenzhen's nightlife!" Every night, in high-managers under the leadership of he and I attended a banquet his friend arranged Jie Feng .

During the meeting, I learned that the men are mostly business owners can imagine how much higher managers face. Dinner, I drink a lot of wine, has its own drink, other people respect, high manager Irrigation. In short, I began to need to force myself not to shake the sense of walking. The only remaining reason I told myself must continue. 22:30, dinner was finally over, other people have dispersed, the driver to take us back to the hotel.

Down the elevator, back to our respective rooms, into the room at the moment, I have a hanging heart finally put down. Upright in bed, only to feel the ceiling over his head spinning. My heart was still sober, laughed her husband to worry, because there is no what was happening. As I half awake, the room phone rang. High manager. He asked me not to sleep, I said not, "Well, here you come to my trip to tomorrow's talks on the file Naqu tidy up." So late, I murmured to myself, but still opened the door , lingered for nearly five minutes, and finally pressed his doorbell.

Has just entered the room, without waiting for me to speak, he grabbed my hand, the moment, I close the distance with him, I can clearly feel his breath. "High-manager you are drunk, and I Fu you sleep!" Panic, I do not lose protocol. I was very aware that he was loaded drunk, but I can not expose him. As I think these moments, he had pressed me sit on the bed.

My heart is very chaotic, sometimes do not know how to deal with him. Unexpectedly, he was prepared to like foregone said to me: "You're so smart, should know a lot of things. Let's Xiao and Oda (female executives of both companies) are related to me well, and you see them now life, Do not you want to do? "he said as he rub my hand. At this point, I feel so complicated that I had never met such a delicate matter, perhaps because of alcohol, perhaps because of the desire, perhaps is more clear, the mood on the inside, just as I hesitated, I reluctantly, and his down in bed ... ...

The next day, in addition to talk about business, we are almost all day locked up in the room, a business trip just for this day to find a materialistic society full of reasonable grounds. A week later, we returned to Shanghai. After I returned a guilty conscience, the face of her husband's thoughtful greetings, and my heart is even more chaotic.

However, I position in the company there is an obvious change, some things will be an immediate impact after investment, such as my salary, my work environment. I have a new identity in the first month we got the highest wage in the office, but also has its own office. Such a change so that every one stolen on the colleague. Soon I was promoted to director of the office, so that kind of entertainment also will be more than up. I began to travel frequently, there are endless text messages back, then could not finish the call. Actually no business, but rather needs and transactions. Soon I, and high managers of the ambiguous relations are not a secret.

May be the only part of my secret was discovered by her husband, it is one I have not deleted SMS flirting betrayed me, and looked at his expression of despair, pain, I know that finished between us. He was angry, hysterical, red with rage from the fist to pound me, I did not avoid, because it was I just punishment. He did not ask for a divorce to me, saying to leave Shanghai, and go the other day that did not let me know. More than a month later, I received the mail of his divorce agreement, I began to realize that, he returned to Changchun.

Lin's departure deeply affected I was in Shanghai to continue their work mood, no one knows my hardship, in order to avoid all this, I resigned and went back to Changchun. Only one year, around the circle, I was back to square one. But in fact, I've been unable to return to the past, and never be able to look back to that class on the day it was at home waiting for me, there is a warm light, hot meals, loved faces.

Now, I'm already a restored single woman, night, I walked into the dark cold rooms, no longer feel the gentleness and love that people feel safe and familiar taste. This is the God of this life, my biggest punishment.

Mother, passing over, everything seems back to calm. But my heart can not calm down, you know why? Every day I live in fear of them every day off was not very happy, I seem to have become no longer be me. Not because of anything else, just because you are.

From our interaction, you started to Xunsimihuo barrier in our midst! I did not how you like, and more vicious the language did not say anything to you. But you have time and time again to say something vicious language to hurt me, but to her husband, to our six years of very difficult feelings, I remained silent. I thought my silence in exchange for your understanding, but did not. Became even more intensified the stirring of your co.

Because the baby's arrival, we have to get married, her husband know that there are several babies before unfortunate to paradise, the doctor said that if this baby will never have, I may have missed the opportunity to be a mother, and
I'm afraid. I love kids, I want to be my mother. I do not want even to be a mother's rights are also denied. Her husband kneeling in front of you old couple ask you to let us get married, you were so determined, so I can not forget. "The child destroyed, is not you do not know anything about it. To speak, can not have children off us anything. Their own cheap!" I did not cry, because I know that my tears can not speak for anything, also played What role can not! Her husband finally said, if you have not let us get married, then had to leave our own home had been in his own way. Are you afraid to leave his husband Lao Shu company, fear not the company's shares, so you do not have to resort to compromise.

I thought the child's birth allows you to change our thinking, make you better for us, but it did not expect to move you from the distant Henan Daqing to look at us, our every move you from one aspect he gave. But never look at a child, my baby one year old, and not through the grandmother's clothes. I do not mind, I do not fight. But the mother, where I do wrong, why children are so big you Sanfanliangci requirements husband and I divorced, let's divorce What do you mean? You can get in return? You have daughters, and ask ourselves, if your own daughter found a mother like you father, you can stand it that when the mother's do? You will have the heart to let his daughter by such sins?

I was always patient, always silent. Not because of anything else, because I am afraid, I was afraid of divorce, fear of my baby is not a complete family, newspapers, television networks, overwhelming juvenile delinquency, all divorced family, I do not want it, I want my baby happy to grow, and. The husband, is my own family, I love him ?!

Festive time, her husband's grandfather called us and told us that he has criticized me for elderly people, and give them a lot of talk about a lot, let them know that daughter-in is not easy to do others, say that you also have daughters. Asked her if she hoped that her mother did not want their daughters to persuade them to divorce. You did not speak, I do not know that you still hear the silent resistance of the ears.

We all returned to Daqing, and one was still very quiet until now, I am really afraid to face you. Even you are afraid to face the son of you.

Mother. Father, I beg you. Do this for us please? Do not do this alright? We are really tired, we want a happy life, like happiness that we were the lead an easy life, I will not speak on behalf of your granddaughter, I beg you, do not let her parents divorced, and she needed a complete family, the need father and mother's love. Grandparents also need to love, I surrendered. Dad, Mom, we have married, your son is no longer possible to find a car with room what a woman, and you would do in their attempts to divorce.

A friend of mine just returned from abroad to come back, started going to door, no time to rest a moment, at once busy, brings up the side of the bright banner, excitedly spread the news: AA system should be implemented between husband and wife.

He advertised the content is very simple: two people, a man and a woman, and sexual gratification, marriage. Married, Shuangsushuangfei, but to distinguish each other's economic, AA system. Buy a house, one out of half of the car, one person out of half of the children to school, one out of half of the meal, one out of half of the ... ... In short the pro-marriage-Ming accounts, and do not loss, and do not owe.

I was a four-year marriage, in my personal opinion, the passionate speech of someone who is simply nonsense, holding feathers when the authority arrow. Stability in our lives, the AA is in such a system is should be avoided.

Marriage will not only love the natural end-result , marriage is a last resort, to form a system in order to clean up the mess of our great love. Therefore, marriage is also the most brilliant and most helpless human choice.

Abide by the rules account for the vast majority of people though, but intends to fight as a guerrilla or a lot of people with the institution of marriage, repudiation, and elopement, and betrayal, in around us have occurred, despite repeated prohibitions. Gao Ren finally making a rallying cry to the distribution of property go into the marriage. A new concept of ethics was born. Do want a divorce? You have to be willing to your money.

Speaking of money, seems very cheesy, especially with such a noble and pure love of things put together. Even if the strike is very tacky, carefully think about, in fact, marriage itself is a very secular, Who can not do without daily necessities that we do, Who we can only worldly air about it.

When a woman made to her husband AA system, we have to prefer to believe that this woman is very very independent character is very strong, it can at least say she was very innocent and naive. When a man proposed to his wife, AA system, the beautiful and kind-hearted woman who must be careful, just maybe, he is another attempt to have ulterior motives, or at least left himself out of an escape route. To be honest, when we are no longer gloss over this world when the eyes see, the situation changes, the passage of time, really depends on the strength of their own hard Zhang control. We face the temptation is too many, especially among men, the boss may encounter young secretary, the young secretary may also take the initiative to close to the boss, the director may be granted to individual female actor, and more actress is looking forward to closer Directed by ... ... and so on, when we recognize that no one is absolutely strong, we must apply the rules to protect our vested interests.

Property system is an important means of protecting marriage, divorce, sub-half, the more money, the more afraid of divorce, although in theory the more money the easier it derailed. The more afraid to divorce, would be a better restrain himself, take precautions against possible trouble.

A happy wife told me that she said that the results of well-being for two reasons, one, love when the selfless dedication of our marriage and strict management.

Sure some people will object to my views, saying that I pessimistic, saying that I do not believe in love. Love to believe when they believe in love, which I believe marriage when that marriage is like that. 2 people have come together, two hearts have been melting together into why two people can not be integrated with the wealth of it. Will say that I am old-fashioned, traditional, in fact, marriage is inherently a very traditional old-fashioned things, you can not get married ah, since the end up with, why should they play any new tricks, shackled to dance.

I am married, our family's money, my wife tube, we are very happy, and perhaps get some vulgar happiness, happiness and all the happy family exactly the same, but I am free from anxiety, because I know that we still have a long way to go together, from each other chase, to each other by the arm.

A woman, do not talk to your husband AA, this game is not fun, man, put the money to his wife well, she will arrange for you well your future, of course, that is, your wife and Mr. Zhong Zhentao wife completely different.

Just this year the Chinese New Year, these things will happen. Girlfriend abandoned me, and with other people got married, when I learned this news, I can not eat can not sleep, and my heart is very painful.

So, I thought in order to get a balance at home engaged. But later came out, met with his girlfriend and found that she was still so sad farewells, love her, and did not want to separate from her. We talked for a long time, she said that she did not like her current husband, did not want to with him. She said she wanted a divorce, asking me to break off an engagement, and then with me.

At this point, I really get bored enough, you do not like him, did not want to with him, why get married with him? Even if I have done something wrong, you would not do such a thing to gas me. Even if the New Year I did not take you home, but you do not join efforts for a long time people did not know a married, she said her family forced her, if you do not want to marry him, no family members how to use force. At the same time, I really do not know how to do, I love her, I really like her, I really have to want her, but she had been married.

She asked me to recover, asking me to pay her to marry that man's home, and then pay a deposit to her home. Want me to do it on behalf of my love to her. It is really want to get with her. We can give points to this matter, I do it? Can I restore do? Save will be happiness?